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Monday, December 15, 2014

Update on things

Eric M's Orgasms- or at times, lack of.....

Eric Matthews Orgasms Septmber 27th 2014 - CURRENT
( This page will be update after each orgasm I have, and  current stats will be adjusted on the last day of each month_




Current Stats (2014)
Longest time between Full Orgasms= 17 days
Current # of days Since Last Full Orgasm=1
Last Full Orgasm= December 15th
Ruined Orgasms= (0)
# of  Full orgasms in the month of October 2014= 3
# of full Orgasms in November 2014= 4
# of times I cleaned up my nut in November -3
% of Ejaculations that I licked up in November- 75% of orgasms were licked up and swallowed
# of Full Orgasm In December = 3
# of Times I cleaned up My Nut In December = 1
% Of Ejaculations that I cleaned up In December = 1
% of Ejaculations that I licked up in december= 100%
Average # of days between orgasms since 9/27/14=  8.3 days
( 10 Orgasms/ 83Days )
Average # of Days Between being allowed to orgasm inside Jessica since 9/27/14= 16.6
5 times/ 83 days
Total Orgasms since 9/27/14= 8
% of orgasms since 9/27 that I licked off of or out of Jessica ( or off myself)- 60%
% Of orgasms since 9/27 from Penetration- 50%
% of Orgasms since 9/27 from Foot Jobs- 30 %
% Of orgasms since 9/27 from masturbation- 20 %





December 15th- With the day off of work and the house to myself, I spent most f the morning on chaturbate.  After broadcasting as the total sub that I am, I could not take the edging anymore and erupted all over myself. I of course swallowed up every last drip of my nut. I figure if I am going to break the rules and jack off, I better clean up my mess. ( days since last orgasm- 2 days)
(Broadcast Masturbation/ Clean up)

December 13th- Jess asked me if my " little boy dick" could get hard. Hearing that of course it did. She asked me to try and make her cum with it, and of course the challenge had me ready to go. Her pussy was soaking wet. I was on top of her and fucked her for about 5-6 minutes, The whole time she kept saying " My pussy is wet and primed for a Big Boy, I could not take it a bit longer and pulled out to the opening and erupted all over her soaking wet pussy. She did not waste any time and shoved my head down to slurp up my load. She was moaning like crazy as I ate all of my boy cum. When she could not take it any longer she shoved my head away. later on I asked her what made her cum. She answered " well I did cum but not from your little thingy.( Days since last orgasm- 4 days)
 ( Penetration/ Clean Up)

December 9th- Jess Came home from work and did not have a lot of time. It had been a few days since she had received any pleasure, and quite some time for me as well. I had not had a  orgasm in 16 days, and had not been inside Jess in 18 days. To say the least we were both ready. Jess had her first orgasm from one of her black dildos. While she was toying her self, I used one hand to spread her pussy open and the other to stroke my cock. After she was pleasured, she asked me to climb atop her. At this point , my little dick was rock hard. I was on top, as i held her legs in the air and was sucking her toes as my tiny dick thrust her soaking wet wide open pussy. It took me longer than expected to cum, but when I did, it was an eruption of a 16 day load. I pulled out at the very end so that I would be able to lick more off of her. As soon as i was done cumming, I immediately went down on her, sucking all of my cum from her pussy and licking the remainder from her stomach and inner thighs. I have gotten to the point where i want to eat every last drop of cum that I release. I feel it would be a waste not to. She loves when I eat cum as well, It is getting to the point where the pleasure is more in eating the cum than cumming in the first place. ( Time since last orgasm- 16 days)
( Penetration/ Clean up)

November 23rd- This orgasm literally came out of no where. we were sitting on the couch after I rubbed her feet, and she asked me to remove my pants. After I slid my pants to the floor and sat naked with my extremely limp dick hanging there, she began to tease me for not getting hard, and rub her feet on my balls. For some reason I just could not get an erection for the life of me. i love foot jobs, I love being teased, but it was almost like the more she teased me for being pathetic, the more pathetic in that moment, I became. She continued to fondle my tiny soft cock with her feet for 10-15 minutes, all while she teased me for having a little boy dick that can not get the job done, and for not even being able to get hard like a real man. At last i squirted a load of hot cum from my soft penis all over her feet. Again, I hesitated, until she rubbed her feet across my lips and demanded I clean her feet. Once i got going i began to slurp the gobs of my cum from her feet, and then moved on to the other. As always, i enjoyed eating my cum and just wish that i could eat cum from her before my arousal has completed. ( Time since last orgasm- 2 days) ( foot Job/ Clean Up)

November 21st- I was again permitted to penetrate Jessica. It started by me worshiping her pussy, before she asked me to climb atop her. I fucked her for about ten minutes. Her pussy was soaking wet and is really beginning to feel permanently different lately. All of her play with her large dildos has proven to have a lasting effect on her vagina. The looser she gets, the harder I seem to stay while fucking her even though she really can not feel me much anymore. I was allowed to cum in her again, but this time when I finished, I rolled over next her on the bed. She looked at me and said, its not going to clean itself. I was surprised that she had expected me to clean her again. Now any guy knows that the longer you wait after you cum, the more difficult this is, but sure enough, I slipped down between her legs and sucked up every last drop of cum from her gaping pussy once again. I am beginning to really enjoy eating cum, and apparently she likes me eating cum as well. ( Days Since last orgasm- 4) ( Penetration/ clean up)

November 17th- Again it took me a few days to accept my denial following my last orgasm, but once I got past day 3 or 4 i was prepared to go the distance and beat the 17 day mark. jess however had different plans. When we went to bed she scooted close to me and said, " you know what you have to do after you cum in me right?" I responded with " yes, clean it up" This was followed by her stroking my cock and tugging my balls for a few minutes. She asked me to climb on top of her, and my rock hard cock enjoyed every second of reclaiming my wife's pussy that i had not been inside since October 13th ( 34 days). Surprisingly I lasted quite a while, and Jess enjoyed it as well as the feeling of her husbands cock made her orgasm. When I was about to cum I pulled my dick to her pussy lips and made she I got plenty of my load on the opening so I could taste more. I slid down and swallowed every last drop of my hot sticky cum from her soaking wet pussy. i continued to lick Jess to another orgasm as I slurped up my nut. ( Days since last orgasm- 11)( Penetration/ Clean Up)

November 6th- After beating my previous record of 16 days, Jess stretched things a day longer and made it 17 days. During this time period our FLM was in a great place. Jess was receiving pleasure and denying me very often. I was at an all time high of submissiveness. I was once again released from a very sexy foot job on the couch following a foot rub. My seventeen day load was all over her feet and legs, and regretfully I did not lick it up. ( Days since last orgasm- 17) ( Foot Job)

October 20th- It took me some time to bounce back into the groove of orgasm denial after cumming twice in 48 hours following a 16 day denial period. At 6 days I did not expect any release, but after rubbing Jess's feet on the couch, she teased my tiny dick with her feet and finished me off with a nice foot job. ( Days since last orgasm- 6) ( Foot Job)

October 14th- Full Orgasm, unsupervised self masturbation. I was left feeling so turned on from eating my cum out of Jess the day before, I gave in and masturbated to porn. I did this for the sole purpose of eating my cum again as both Jess and I loved it. ( Days Since Last Orgasm- 1 )
 (Solo Masturbation)

October 13th- Full orgasm inside Jess. Started out with Jess fucking herself with a couple of her dildos. A medium size white dong and a medium to large size black dong. She had me worship her pussy after the dildos before I was inside her.   Cleaned out my first full cream pie from her pussy. She had another orgasm as I was cleaning my cum from her pussy. ( Days Since Last Orgasm- 16)
( Penetration)

Wednesday, December 10, 2014

Orgasm Stats Update



Eric M's Orgasms- or at times, lack of.....

Eric Matthews Orgasms Septmber 27th 2014 - CURRENT
( This page will be update after each orgasm I have, and  current stats will be adjusted on the last day of each month_



Current Stats (2014)
Longest time between Full Orgasms= 17 days
Current # of days Since Last Full Orgasm=1
Last Full Orgasm= December 9th
Ruined Orgasms= (0)
# of  Full orgasms in the month of October 2014= 3
# of full Orgasms in November 2014= 4
# of times I cleaned up my nut in November -3
% of Ejaculations that I licked up in November- 75% of orgasms were licked up and swallowed
# of Full Orgasm In December = 1
# of Times I cleaned up My Nut In December = 1
% Of Ejaculations that I cleaned up In December = 1
% of Ejaculations that I licked up in december= 100%
Average # of days between orgasms since 9/27/14=  9.6 days
( 8 Orgasms/ 77Days )
Average # of Days Between being allowed to orgasm inside Jessica since 9/27/14= 19.25
4 times/ 77 days
Total Orgasms since 9/27/14= 8
% of orgasms since 9/27 that I licked off of or out of Jessica- 50%
% Of orgasms since 9/27 from Penetration- 50%
% of Orgasms since 9/27 from Foot Jobs- 37.5%
% Of orgasms since 9/27 from masturbation- 12.5%





December 9th- Jess Came home from work and did not have a lot of time. It had been a few days since she had received any pleasure, and quite some time for me as well. I had not had a  orgasm in 16 days, and had not been inside Jess in 18 days. To say the least we were both ready. Jess had her first orgasm from one of her black dildos. While she was toying her self, I used one hand to spread her pussy open and the other to stroke my cock. After she was pleasured, she asked me to climb atop her. At this point , my little dick was rock hard. I was on top, as i held her legs in the air and was sucking her toes as my tiny dick thrust her soaking wet wide open pussy. It took me longer than expected to cum, but when I did, it was an eruption of a 16 day load. I pulled out at the very end so that I would be able to lick more off of her. As soon as i was done cumming, I immediately went down on her, sucking all of my cum from her pussy and licking the remainder from her stomach and inner thighs. I have gotten to the point where i want to eat every last drop of cum that I release. I feel it would be a waste not to. She loves when I eat cum as well, It is getting to the point where the pleasure is more in eating the cum than cumming in the first place. ( Time since last orgasm- 16 days)
( Penetration/ Clean up)

November 23rd- This orgasm literally came out of no where. we were sitting on the couch after I rubbed her feet, and she asked me to remove my pants. After I slid my pants to the floor and sat naked with my extremely limp dick hanging there, she began to tease me for not getting hard, and rub her feet on my balls. For some reason I just could not get an erection for the life of me. i love foot jobs, I love being teased, but it was almost like the more she teased me for being pathetic, the more pathetic in that moment, I became. She continued to fondle my tiny soft cock with her feet for 10-15 minutes, all while she teased me for having a little boy dick that can not get the job done, and for not even being able to get hard like a real man. At last i squirted a load of hot cum from my soft penis all over her feet. Again, I hesitated, until she rubbed her feet across my lips and demanded I clean her feet. Once i got going i began to slurp the gobs of my cum from her feet, and then moved on to the other. As always, i enjoyed eating my cum and just wish that i could eat cum from her before my arousal has completed. ( Time since last orgasm- 2 days) ( foot Job/ Clean Up)

November 21st- I was again permitted to penetrate Jessica. It started by me worshiping her pussy, before she asked me to climb atop her. I fucked her for about ten minutes. Her pussy was soaking wet and is really beginning to feel permanently different lately. All of her play with her large dildos has proven to have a lasting effect on her vagina. The looser she gets, the harder I seem to stay while fucking her even though she really can not feel me much anymore. I was allowed to cum in her again, but this time when I finished, I rolled over next her on the bed. She looked at me and said, its not going to clean itself. I was surprised that she had expected me to clean her again. Now any guy knows that the longer you wait after you cum, the more difficult this is, but sure enough, I slipped down between her legs and sucked up every last drop of cum from her gaping pussy once again. I am beginning to really enjoy eating cum, and apparently she likes me eating cum as well. ( Days Since last orgasm- 4) ( Penetration/ clean up)

November 17th- Again it took me a few days to accept my denial following my last orgasm, but once I got past day 3 or 4 i was prepared to go the distance and beat the 17 day mark. jess however had different plans. When we went to bed she scooted close to me and said, " you know what you have to do after you cum in me right?" I responded with " yes, clean it up" This was followed by her stroking my cock and tugging my balls for a few minutes. She asked me to climb on top of her, and my rock hard cock enjoyed every second of reclaiming my wife's pussy that i had not been inside since October 13th ( 34 days). Surprisingly I lasted quite a while, and Jess enjoyed it as well as the feeling of her husbands cock made her orgasm. When I was about to cum I pulled my dick to her pussy lips and made she I got plenty of my load on the opening so I could taste more. I slid down and swallowed every last drop of my hot sticky cum from her soaking wet pussy. i continued to lick Jess to another orgasm as I slurped up my nut. ( Days since last orgasm- 11)( Penetration/ Clean Up)

November 6th- After beating my previous record of 16 days, Jess stretched things a day longer and made it 17 days. During this time period our FLM was in a great place. Jess was receiving pleasure and denying me very often. I was at an all time high of submissiveness. I was once again released from a very sexy foot job on the couch following a foot rub. My seventeen day load was all over her feet and legs, and regretfully I did not lick it up. ( Days since last orgasm- 17) ( Foot Job)

October 20th- It took me some time to bounce back into the groove of orgasm denial after cumming twice in 48 hours following a 16 day denial period. At 6 days I did not expect any release, but after rubbing Jess's feet on the couch, she teased my tiny dick with her feet and finished me off with a nice foot job. ( Days since last orgasm- 6) ( Foot Job)

October 14th- Full Orgasm, unsupervised self masturbation. I was left feeling so turned on from eating my cum out of Jess the day before, I gave in and masturbated to porn. I did this for the sole purpose of eating mu cum again as both Jess and I loved it. ( Days Since Lat Orgasm- 1 )
 (Solo Masturbation)

October 13th- Full orgasm inside Jess. Started out with Jess fucking herself with a couple of her dildos. A medium size white dong and a medium to large size black dong. She had me worship her pussy after the dildos before I was inside her.   Cleaned out my first full cream pie from her pussy. She had another orgasm as I was cleaning my cum from her pussy. ( Days Since Last Orgasm- 16)
( Penetration)

Tuesday, November 25, 2014

Orgasm and cum eating Update

Eric Matthews Orgasms Septmber 27th 2014 - CURRENT
( This page will be update after each orgasm I have, and  current stats will be adjusted on the last day of each month_



Current Stats (2014)
Longest time between Full Orgasms= 17 days
Current # of days Since Last Full Orgasm=2
Last Full Orgasm= November 23rd
Ruined Orgasms= (0)
# of  Full orgasms in the month of October 2014= 3
# of full Orgasms in November 2014= 4
# of times I cleaned up my nut in November -3
% of Ejaculations that I licked up in November- 75% of orgams were licked up and swallowed
Average # of days between orgasms since 9/27/14=  8.86 days
( 7 Orgasms/ 62Days )
% of oragsms since 9/27 that I licked off of or out of Jessica- 42.8% 





November 23rd- This orgasm literally came out of no where. we were sitting on the couch after I rubbed her feet, and she asked me to remove my pants. After I slid my pants to the floor and sat naked with my extremely limp dick hanging there, she began to tease me for not getting hard, and rub her feet on my balls. For some reason I just could not get an erection for the life of me. i love foot jobs, I love being teased, but it was almost like the more she teased me for being pathetic, the more pathetic in that moment, I became. She continued to fondle my tiny soft cock with her feet for 10-15 minutes, all while she teased me for having a little boy dick that can not get the job done, and for not even being able to get hard like a real man. At last i squirted a load of hot cum from my soft penis all over her feet. Again, I hesitated, until she rubbed her feet across my lips and demanded I clean her feet. Once i got going i began to slurp the gobs of my cum from her feet, and then moved on to the other. As always, i enjoyed eating my cum and just wish that i could eat cum from her before my arousal has completed. ( Time since last orgasm- 2 days)

November 21st- I was again permitted to penetrate Jessica. It started by me worshiping her pussy, before she asked me to climb atop her. I fucked her for about ten minutes. Her pussy was soaking wet and is really beginning to feel permanently different lately. All of her play with her large didlos has proven to have a lasting effect on her vagina. The looser she gets, the harder I seem to stay while fucking her even though she really can not feel me much anymore. I was allowed to cum in her again, but this time when I finished, I rolled over next her on the bed. She looked at me and said, its not going to clean itself. I was surprised that she had expected me to clean her again. Now any guy knows that the longer you wait after you cum, the more difficult this is, but sure enough, I slipped down between her legs and sucked up every last drop of cum from her gaping pussy once again. I am beginning to really enjoy eating cum, and apparently she likes me eating cum as well. ( Days Since last orgasm- 4)

November 17th- Again it took me a few days to accept my denial following my last orgasm, but once I got past day 3 or 4 i was prepared to go the distance and beat the 17 day mark. jess however had different plans. When we went to bed she scooted close to me and said, " you know what you have to do after you cum in me right?" I responded with " yes, clean it up" This was followed by her stroking my cock and tugging my balls for a few minutes. She asked me to climb on top of her, and my rock hard cock enjoyed every second of reclaiming my wife's pussy that i had not been inside since October 13th ( 34 days). Surprisingly I lasted quite a while, and Jess enjoyed it as well as the feeling of her husbands cock made her orgasm. When I was about to cum I pulled my dick to her pussy lips and made she I got plenty of my load on the opening so I could taste more. I slid down and swallowed every last drop of my hot sticky cum from her soaking wet pussy. i continued to lick Jess to another orgasm as I slurped up my nut. ( Days since last orgasm- 11)

November 6th- After beating my previous record of 16 days, Jess stretched things a day longer and made it 17 days. During this time period our FLM was in a great place. Jess was receiving pleasure and denying me very often. I was at an all time high of submissiveness. I was once again released from a very sexy foot job on the couch following a foot rub. My seventeen day load was all over her feet and legs, and regretfully I did not lick it up. ( Days since last orgasm- 17) 

October 20th- It took me some time to bounce back into the groove of orgasm denial after cumming twice in 48 hours following a 16 day denial period. At 6 days I did not expect any release, but after rubbing Jess's feet on the couch, she teased my tiny dick with her feet and finished me off with a nice foot job. ( Days since last orgasm- 6)

October 14th- Full Orgasm, unsupervised self masturbation. I was left feeling so turned on from eating my cum out of Jess the day before, I gave in and masturbated to porn. I did this for the sole purpose of eating mu cum again as both Jess and I loved it. ( Days Since Lat Orgasm- 1 )

October 13th- Full orgasm inside Jess. Started out with Jess fucking herself with a couple of her dildos. A medium size white dong and a medium to large size black dong. She had me worship her pussy after the dildos before I was inside her.   Cleaned out my first full cream pie from her pussy. She had another orgasm as I was cleaning my cum from her pussy. ( Days Since Last Orgasm- 16)